I’m having a terrible time at my current college and I’m not sure where I should go or what I should do next year. I feel so overwhelmed in every aspect of my life. I call my boyfriend crying almost every night and I feel like such a burden. The idea of suicide just honestly sounds really appealing. It just doesn’t really make me sad or scared to think about at all. It’s just that life kind of seems like too much and I could literally just have it be over in a second and then it wouldn’t matter. I know that everyone’s response to something like this is that it’s selfish and you can’t do that to your loved ones but I just really feel like me being gone would make everyone’s lives a lot easier. The emotions I feel are just too much for me to handle and I don’t really see any reason not to just stop needing to deal with it. I feel like the only real thing holding me back is just actually physically doing it. I know this sounds just so bad but in my mind right now it isn’t this big tragic thing it’s just getting to turn it all off and never need to feel this way again. TLDR: I feel like I’m a burden and I don’t know what I’m doing and feel like ending things isn’t a bad idea.
today I (19f) saw my bf(19m) had been searching for naked model pics online. He said it's from a long time ago blah blah blah but I just don't know if I'm supposed to believe that. Regardless that hurts really really bad. We're long distance and that in it's self requires a lot of trust in a person which I completely have in him but it's like now I know he needs to seek out other girls online. I just feel like I'm clearly not enough and I don't even know what I'm supposed to do because it's not like I can just make myself look like that. I just feel so extremely self conscience I don't even want to take off my shirt along with just feeling lied to.
TLDR: bf searches for naked pics online and I feel lied to and self conscience.
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When I'm upset or don't know how to handle a feeling or situation posting on reddit is my go-to but there are always comments that are just mean and unhelpful and extremely hurtful for no reason and then I'm like well fuck never mind and just delete the post because I feel dumb for feeling whatever it is
so basically my roommates told on me and my other roommate for smoking in our room. They've broken more rules out of the handbook than I can count and we have never ever done that because like live and let live. We were under the impression that we were all good but they just risked our educational and other careers for no apparent reason. Moral of the story is we want revenge but don't want to get in trouble so help.
TDLR: evil roommates, want ideas for revenge